||resigned to my fate
So we're supposed to begin the Moving Process today, which mainly consists of Jon and I carting boxes from our apartment to the new place after we get the keys. I'm okay with this. Backbreaking heavy lifting, while not enjoyable, is at least doable.
Its just been a shit week. My work schedule was all thrown into upheaval with working two extra days (Sun/Mon), and then taking two days off (today/tomorrow), and tonight was absolute hell for the latter half of the night. I have never wanted to kill coworkers so badly in my life, and I KNOW some people have seen me ranting and raving about retards I work with. Tonight was one of those nights where all the idiots seemed to be synchronizing to be EXACTLY AS RETARDED AS THEY COULD BE ALL AT THE SAME TIME. There were threats of me shoving my boot so far up someone's ass they tasted crap-covered boot leather. But I digress.
To make matters worse, on the way home I get a flat tire. Usually that's just a "Gah, fuckery" reaction, but today is one of those alternately-misty-and-rainy days that just happened to pick the moment I get out of my car to go "HAHAHAHAHA whoosh RAIN ON YOUR HEAD". So I got to change a tire in the rain in a 7-11 parking lot, though about halfway through my favorite clerk (ie, the one who tries to hit on me every time I go in) came out to give me a hand... so we both ended up soaking wet and dirty.
So at some point today I get to wake up early, take my car to NTB where I have the road hazard insurance on my tires (best ten-or-so dollars per tire ever spent), pay money I can't afford this weekend, and get my tire replaced. And the rest of them checked for good measure.
Now, again, normally, this wouldn't be such a big deal. But I can't afford this. Not on top of security deposit, rent, truck rental, gas money, etc etc. THIS IS NOT THE BEST WEEK FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. I swear to god, I have the worst luck in the world. If it had waited a week, I'd be okay with it. Flat tire, whatever.
...or I'll just sleep my way out of my shitty mood, wake up at the scheduled time to go sign the lease and get the keys, and take my car to get it fixed after that. Fuck. I don't know. This is just bullshit.